You probably never expected me to make you a website, right? I did it because I felt like I hadn’t given you anything big, and I didn’t want to keep giving you flowers. I believe my reina deserves more than that.
My yeabao, I’ve had to edit this letter a couple of times since we broke up. However, I do love you, Dahee. You were the best thing that happened to me. I really don’t think I’ll find anyone like you again.
I’ll be honest: at first, I didn’t think I would actually fall in love with you, especially because you said you had to go back to Korea. However, I don’t like to live my life with regrets. Every day that we kept getting closer, I just couldn’t stay away. I really do love you. You made me feel alive. You still do.
I hope I can see you again. I don’t want to lose you, bae. I really did want to try long distance because there is only one Dahee Choi, and I wanted to keep you in my life.
All the memories are running through my head: the World Cup game, the concert, our dates, Tomi Jazz. I could go on and on about these things.
Remember our first date? I was shy and LATE. LOL. However, the moment I saw you, I knew I was in love. It was like something out of a movie. You just have this feeling that everything is going to be great. You were so mad that I thought I’d lost you. Then I said that thing about your dog, and it got awkward. I was soooo dumb. Still am, I guess. Even writing this, I feel kind of dumb.
You came into my life when everything was black and white for me, Dahee. You brought color back into my life. I think the best things in life are always so short. I always knew you were going to leave, but I just tried to ignore it. Now that you’re actually leaving, it hurts, bae. So much.
I have so much to say. I just want you to listen. I wish you would actually consider giving us a chance, even if it’s long distance. I just want to be able to call you mi yeabo, gonju, bebe, reina.
You don’t tell me how you feel, bae. Communicate with me, even just a little. Did this not mean anything to you? It hurts knowing you don’t say anything to me. I’m a loyal guy, Dahee. There’s nothing I want more than you. How could I forget you so easily?
I want you to tell me you love me too, mi reina. Te amo.
two worlds, one love
